Ok, what to do... I have to blog about this just after my Pastor's sermon on why we should keep ourselves healthy mentally, emotionally, physically, socially etc...
Well, after a long weekend, I managed to rest a little but did more than asked for. I was out last Friday meeting my shepherd for shepherding. Reached home at about 10.45pm.
Sat was more free as I had the whole day to myself. When evening came, I went to meet my sheep for shepherding. Ended my evening at 10.30pm.
Sunday, I had service and meeting after that. Went to buy materials for our CG banner. Reached home at about 6pm. Not that bad.
Monday, the Public Holiday for all, I woke up at 9am, went to Mikka's place to do the banner at about 11am. The weather was super duper hot. Did the banner from 11.30am to 4pm. I went home, brought my nephew and niece out for a run. In the end, they perspired more than me. Their running is my slow jog lor.. haha... Left Yishun at 9pm. Reached Bukit Batok at 10pm. Bought my dinner. Ended my night at 1am.
Tuesday, went to work. No activity in the evening but in the end, caught a cold in the office. Started sneezing my way from 4.45pm onwards. Then, reached home, my nose worked even harder as it was running real hard. Hmm, ended my night at 9.30pm. Fell ill.
Wednesday, did not go to work as whole body was aching, having headache and nose still not recovering. Started to do my household chores and then went out to see doc in the afternoon. Went back Yishun to rest and then left Yishun home for CG to continue with the banner work. Ended the night at 1am again. The best part is this, I took my medicine that was meant to be drowsy. At the end, I woke up once every hour, from 3am onwards. 3.30am woke up, 4.30am woke up, 5.30am woke up, 6.30am woke up. And finally, 7.15am, I REALLY WOKE UP for work.
And here I am, I'm seriously goggy and can't work properly.
Talk about being able to work, still I blogged.
Got to go back to my half-dead mode. haha... Someone ressurect me pls!!
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Ok, been down with slight fever, flu and dry cough since monday...
Hope to be well TOMORROW!
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I'm not feeling too well now. Having migraine and slight fever...
Must pray for speedy healing or else how to go Unit PnW night today??
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Coughing quite badly now... caught it from my mummy most prob. Hope that I will be free from the cough monster and the flu bug soon... before Sunday??
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It has been a tiring week for me. Was sick since last Friday... but still, i ran out of hse ydae to settle the choir attire... and in the end, i ended up being a merlion when i reached home. feel terrible ydae. realised tt my face now got a lot of pimples and my head is planted with a few more white hair now... haha... it's all symptoms of stress. though the problem has somehow being solved and we are moving on again (at a faster pace), but I still felt that my head is cluttered with many many things. Of cos, these things are simply to say, responsibilities, tasks, roles, commitments, worries, unsatisfied desires, unfulfilled dreams, fears, misunderstandings etc... and the list goes on and on and on...
Went to CG just now. Almost thought that I couldn't make it there. But God is good. I made it there at last. Felt a sense of relieve and comfort when I see my CG mates there. There are so many things to be said but I know that without me saying all these, they will somehow understand me still. It is amazing to be connected by the Holy Spirit. Desmond Law (DL) started off the CG by asking all of us to do a reflection of how the year has been for us so far? What are the goals achieved? Are we closer to fulfilling our resolutions??
I think and think and think... but nothing much came out... but one thing I am very super duper sure... I'm better in controlling my mood swings le. I started this year in a very bad note. But I thank God that Holy Spirit helped me to be firm in letting go of all the negative feelings and mindset, the hurts that I gained and helping me to be firm. If I have not been strong mentally, I think I would have went hay-wire in my emotions, again.
Now, all I ask for is not just to have a strong mind, but also healthy body. I wanna go to North Thailand in Nov, with a good and healthy body. So that the people will not have to take care of me... so that I can take care of myself? haha... I'm still as obstinate as ever... even at times I know I need people to help me, I will still insist to be on my own. That is why a 'strong' girl like me needs to be sensitive at times... cos I always said the wrong words, just because of my 'strong' character. But I am glad of one thing, friends know that I am not that 'strong' and God knows my pretension too. So hor, God is just so amazingly humorous... He has exposed my 'strong character' for a few times liaoz... and He has shown forth this thing in me... I am actually quite weak most of the time...
So why pretend to be strong when I am not?? And why insist that I can do it when I actually can't? haha... silly me!!
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