Tuesday, May 18, 2010
I know that I shouldb't be pinning my hope on people but I just simply can't. Sometimes, you know that the effort of wanting to re-establish that relationship is not easy, especially when you are no longer in that radar of sight.
I wish that my friends do remember me. I hope they do. But little sms or calls I get from any of them. Perhaps, it is just because everyone is busy with their lives. Well, I am really busy too. Everyone who knows me will always hear me say, "I'm very busy one hor..."
But still, I always make that effort of wanting to organise something for that birthday girl or birthday boy. I guess that I'm just trying too hard.
Well, I think I shouldn't be doing all these since these are all not taken into account that I am trying my very best maintain that friendship while I'm busy with my work, my studies, my ministry and my wedding.
I feel like just hiding somewhere... away from this world...