Sunday, May 02, 2004

feeling down, down, down... had a little disagreement with my sister just now. thought that everything will be fine after a great time out on sunday. but turned out to be such a let-down when i reached home. anti-climax. well, getting stressed about staying at home. shouldn't be this case isn't it? thought that I love my family members but at the end of the day, I still don't. especially when i think of my mom's favoritism for my sister. i'm really disappointed. i felt as if there's a big burden on me.

"Lord, i know that I will ask you to take it away from me. But please grant me grace and peace so that I can overcome this test. Let my words be filled with love and my actions be filled with acceptance. I failed to show forth your love and grace but I will try again. My life is full of hope when I think about you once again. With gratefulness and thanksgiving.~Yanz"